Monday, November 23, 2009 @ 7:07 AM
Would ya' dare?



The other day,

I was blog hopping blogshops as usual.
I came across promotions after promotions

&


Sex Tools



Being the usual me, I was curious. I mean, I've heard of a couple've sex tools and functions from those reality series but never came across a real one myself.


So,

they have Single Vibrator

Double Vibrator.

Spiky Vibrator(?!)


*If you want to know how it works & pictures pls click here.



We're all young adults right?
And I don't see whats the problem of sharing this 'information'
But honestly, don't even bother purchasing these craps. You're eventually gonna have sex so why do you need these fake plastic materials.
And it is ridiculously expensive. RM50!
In US, you can get it for even $30.

Well, business is business.
Especially when it involves sex.




p.s/ I find it ridiculously hilarious and disgusting.




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Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 4:29 AM
Karma?


It's happening again.


I hate it when I become such a busybody.

I hate it when people have to pretend that they were on a business trip.

I hate it when I have to pretend like everything is ok in front of you.

I hate it too when I can't keep a positive mind.


Buy me a laughing gas.








I look awfully pale.


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Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 12:13 AM
Waiting Here With You






No more writing BM essays   *check*

No more cramming the head with History facts   *check*



Finally, more space in my bookshelf to buy more storybooks.
Papers are so far so good. Not putting too much hopes of course.
 Well everyone hates a subject right?


I . hate . Physics .


Not forgetting my weakest subject as well. I can't bloody wait for Physics paper to end. By then, I will be celebrating freedom already.
 The down side is,
A day of spm seems like 48 hours a day.
No kidding.


On the other hand,

Pangkor?   *CHECK*

Singapore?   *CHECK!*



p.s/ Those who are sitting for SPM next year, never count on Andrew Choo.




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Tuesday, November 17, 2009 @ 2:17 AM
14 hours







I know I'm suppose to be studying.
Gah, fck it.

Feeling so rest less despite sleeping for 10 hours. My whole body is aching and a mild headache. Experiencing a little bit of photo epilepsy as well. Creepy much?


& not forgetting it is 14 MORE HOURS till BMPaper1,
which also marks the beginning of spm.


I want to curse but nothing comes out my mind. Oh ya,
phuck. shit. triple punani.


Oh well, at least it is closer to the end!
:)



Toodles,

lovelies


Saturday, November 14, 2009 @ 1:10 PM
Insecure.




Maybe it's that feeling of insecurity
Maybe it's that feeling of pleasure
Maybe it's that feeling of dreaming
I don't know.



I have a big exam coming up in 3 days and I don't seem to give a shit about it. Kill me already.
Maybe I'll just fail and then jump myself off the building.
All these,

" What if? "

" Maybe "

They don't give a proper answer.All they do is give you hope.
Hope & Faith that someday or maybe later that hope will come true.


I guess I can say that I've always build a wall between me and humility.
Well, who is not afraid of public humiliation?
When I see other people get what they want and I don't jealousy starts slithering around my back.
So I stick my head up high and pretend like nothing happened. I'll just leave it aside and never bother looking back. Instead of trying to figure out a way, I laze my way out.

Oh boy, what have I gotten myself into?

There is no way I can rewind time. I can just push myself to the limit and try my best. Eventhough it won't be sufficient, I'll just have to keep my faith high that I'll actually get what I want.
No more tears
No more complaints
No more "I'm disappointed in you."
No more Juliet.


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Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 11:06 PM
So Close










" So close to reaching that famous happy ending
Almost believing that this was not the end. "

Top of my playist this week :)



@ 1:20 AM
Hey biatch.


Bugger.

 

I really should be studying. Oh well, I guess I’ll just freakin sleep during the papers since I don’t know the answers.

Then enjoy the after spm parties & holidays.

 

After 3 months, I’ll come home crying after taking my results.

 

After 3 years, you’ll see me working in a factory with rough hands and wrinkled skin.

 

After 3 decades, you’ll see me kneeling down in front of you begging for money.

 

 

I think I’m going on a mental breakdown & about to kill myself. Okay, maybe I’m just psychotic :/ I’ve only studied for less than 4 hours.
You know?

4 hours <

 

AHHHHHHHHHHHH.



Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 6:54 AM
ONGS


Shit happens.
(not the brown shits from your anus)

It does.
Sometimes everyday, sometimes once a week. You'll never know.


Every people leads their own life. Some complain about having too little food, the ones who have sufficient food complains that it is not tasty enough.
The life of luxury, WHO DOESN'T WANT IT?
In movies you get scripts and fake dramas to attract viewers. But when you get a taste of the real world, you don't need the scripts or the viewers. This is what reality feels like.
Pain in the ass and like a sting stuck behind your ears.
So what do you with it?

Face & Deal the cards.

But I did nothing.
I stood there watching and acting as if everything is normal. The thought of confronting the truth and not knowing what might happen, it's too risky. I even might destroy everything from my whole life. I am and still am the stalker behind all sins.
Just so you know eventhough it was just two words, I took it as an encouragement from my big sister :)

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Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 8:08 AM
Ahh Screw This


I WANT A CHANEL 2.55!


I WANTTTTTTTT :(

I will have it.
Not in a hundred years,
Not in a hundred days,

But in my dreams.


Thursday, November 5, 2009 @ 8:05 PM
Inappropriate Situations To Twitter






via
College Humor





Wednesday, November 4, 2009 @ 5:29 AM
Library.






Today was rather productive.

*jumps in joy*


Merely 12 more days to SPM and today was the only day that is productive. Went to the library and bumped into partial of Budians :) Catch up a little then it was back to studying.
Discussed with the others for Pangkor trip since coincidently we were all there.
And yes,


Pangkor is on my After SPM Travel List :D
Here we come, beaches(bitches) !


Got every little detail planned out and made our decision with yadayadayada.
That goes for Singapore too.


I calculated my budget,

& nearly fainted. There goes the $$$$$



Random Note #1


Did you know that,




Random Note #2







A MUST when studying.

  1. It helps in stimulating the brain when you're eating
  2. Keeps you awake
  3. Its organic
&


You don't have to feel guilty about feeling fat at all!





peace out,

SNOOP DOG STYLE


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Tuesday, November 3, 2009 @ 2:00 AM
Happy Birthday!


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happy birthday lil brother!


Thank you a million times for always being concern about me & able to tolerate with my craziness. I cannot thank you enough. I'm not able to see you on your bday or probably even till spm but hey, what about the after ?
;)
Promise that after spm you, Queen & I will have a COMPLETE DAY OUT :D





Monday, November 2, 2009 @ 11:28 PM
I skipped school for A Picture






We laughed so hard for no reason :)

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Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 10:45 PM
Screw Monsoon Season!


Listening To :





School was 'awesome'
Two more weeks till the end of high school life.

Unbelievable.


I can't believe I'm saying this but,
I will miss high school...
Despite all the cons, high school has been filled with awesome memories that I'll never forget. From the ugly truth to dramas, I guess high school has played a role in my life now :) Every little detail & everyone will be dearly missed.


Okay, I sound emotional.
No tissues yet ;)







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@ 1:49 AM
Isolation






When you want everything to be normal, things just keep on coming.




Every little thing you do,
Baby I'm amazed by you.



Why in the world am I not studying?
I really should be.



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Nombre.
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On the road,
That is bumpy and the clouds are dark,
When the sun shines,
It is when time is unknown ;)



nuffnang.


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JANE
inspiration: Kuribati